Who was the first one to care, the very first to know?
Who held me close inside her, kept me safe and warm?
Who calmed my fears when I was scared?
Who showed me the way that I should play?
Who rocked me hours at a time and didn't get to sleep?
Who cared if I was hungry?
Who cared if I was warm?
Who made sure that I did not come to any harm?
Who brought me to church each week keeping me strong?
Who loved me all the times when I went wrong?
Who loved me through my teenage years ?
Who held my hand so tight?
Who took away all my fears?
And taught me wrong from right?
It was you my Mother Dear and may I say today
I love you more than any words can possibly say
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
MY POEM FOR MOM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
MAYBE I SHOULD GET ME A DOG NOW....
SADIE MARIE IS NOT MY DOG....HER HEART BELONGS TO RICK. WHENEVER HE LEAVES TO GO TO WORK SHE SITS BY THE DOOR AND HOWLS. I HAVE TO DISTRACT HER WITH KIBBLES TO MAKE HER HAPPY.
SHE GREETS HIM AT THE DOOR AND I SWEAR I HAVE NEVER SEEN A DOG WAG HER TAIL AS MUCH AS SADIE DOES WHEN SHE SEES HIM.
IF HE GETS UP TO LEAVE THE ROOM OFF SHE ROMPS AFTER HIM.
THIS GIRL CAN FLY DOWN THAT HALL.
I AM SO GLAD THEY HAVE BONDED SO WELL
RICK NEEDED A NEW FURRY BUDDY.
I LOVE HER TO PIECES AND SHE LOVES ME TOO...JUST NOT AS MUCH AS SHE LOVES RICK. :)
THIS IS HOW SHE CLINGS TO HIM AND GOES TO SLEEP....STANDING UP MIND YOU...
WHAT DO YOU WANT MOM....CAN YOU NOT SEE ME AND DAD ARE SPENDING SOME QUALITY TIME HERE?
I LOVE YOU DADDY
I SAID......
LET ME PROTECT YOU FROM THAT BRIGHT LIGHT DAD
DON'T WORRY ITS JUST A STUFFED DOG DAD
SEE WHAT I MEAN.....
almost scared to do this because everytime i do something happens..but...
Your best friend tells you she is pregnant. I would be like woo hoo! Because she wants to be. I would plan all kinds of baby showers and spoil that kid rotten!
When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Well, I have never been the type to hit a person. I have a stronger weapon....it is called prayer. I will pray for them to change their attitude and let go and let God handle it.
What is the last thing you spent money on? food from a barbeque restaurant....I could only eat half....I will have a nice lunch!
Do you think you gained or lost weight this past month? I think I have stayed the same. I want to lose some weight....I am going to start doing Pilates ....um ...soon.
Crunchy or Puffy Cheetos? I love both....but think Crunchy are my favorite....less fattening because there is less air LOL.
Congratulations! You just had a son. What's his name? Well I already have a son named Eric Wayne,,,,but if I had another one I would name him Breyden Michael
Congratulations! You just had a daughter. What's her name? Anastasia Lyndsey
What are you craving right now? Pancakes
What was the last thing you cried about? When my Daddy passed.
When you buy something and your change is 2 cents, do you keep it or tell the cashier to keep it? I would take it. And throw it in the bottom of my purse.
What color is your tissue box? green
Do you have a ceiling fan in your room, and if so, is there dust on that fan? no ceiling fan.
Scariest thing you've experienced in the last year? nothing scary...Fear not says the Lord. Why worry about something that might not happen anyway
Do you wear a name tag at work? Not any more woo hoo
Have you ever had a garage sale? Yes.
What color is your iPod? my what?.
What is the last alcoholic beverage you had? just say no to drugs
Are you happy right now? it is getting a little better.
Who came over last? My friend Tomi....she is a girl
Do you drink beer? yuck
Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted? yes the little brats
What is your favorite key on your key chain? my newest one
What was the last movie you watched at home? Something about Heaven with Reese Witherspoon
What is in your pocket? Nothing at all. All my stuff goes into my purse.
Where do you hurt? no where
Has someone ever made you a Build-A-Bear? Nope.
What's something fun you did today? Sang of course
What is your favorite aisle at Wal-Mart? Books and music
When is your birthday? February 16
Is there anything hanging from your rear view mirror? Not anymore...I had a dolphin and Taz
What kind of milk do you drink? Lowfat, 2%.
What is something you need to go shopping for? everything
Monday, March 24, 2008
Thursday, March 20, 2008
RATCHA
SADIE IS A RATCHA...PART RAT TERRIER PART CHIUAUA.
NO PIT BULL IN HER....BUT SHE SOMETIMES WALKS A LITTLE BOWL LEGGED LOL
SHE IS SUCH A SWEETIE.
SHE IS VERY HYPER IN THE MORNING.
SHE DOES NOT CRY AT NIGHT.
I GOT HER YESTERDAY.
TODAY SHE IS 9 WEEKS OLD AND YES ROBIN SHE HAS HAD HER SHOTS AND BEEN WORMED...BUT THANKS SO MUCH FOR REMINDING ME.....I PROMISE SHE WILL GET ALL HER SHOTS.
TINY WAS SUPPOSE TO HAVE HERS TOO....HER OWNERS LIED TO US.
WE GAVE SADIE HER 9 WEEKS SHOT TODAY. IT WAS FOR DISTEMPER, PARVO AND OTHER THINGS.
SHE GETS ANOTHER SHOT IN 3 WEEKS.
IN TEXAS YOU HAVE TO MAKE SURE THEY GET TREATED FOR HEART WORMS.
IT WAS TOO LATE FOR TINY.
I WILL TRY TO TAKE SOME MORE PICTURES OF HER...
BUT SHE MOVES AROUND ALOT.
I AM THINKING HER NAME IS GONNA BE....
SADIE MARIE
BECAUSE SHE JUST LOOKS LIKE A SADIE TO ME.
SHE IS PLAYFUL AND LIKE A LITTLE OLD LADY AT THE SAME TIME.
WHAT DO YOU THINK?
RICK HAS ALREADY TAUGHT HER HOW TO SIT, AND SHAKE HANDS.
SHE IS ALREADY HOUSE BROKEN TOO....
SMART DOG.
good news
Monday, March 17, 2008
HELLO
Hello to all of you my wonderful friends. I am still here. I have read all of your kind comments and could feel all the prayers around me like a warm blanket.
I have been through alot lately as most of you know...still trying to catch my breath.
I have been going to spend the weekends with my Mom. She is doing a little better..still in alot of pain with her healing from the broken hip.
She will start chemo again soon.
There are a few things I can't even write about here in my journal. But the prayers are seeing me through.
One reason is because I would not want to hurt any of my family by saying all that is going on.
I have been busy at work as well. I am still learning daily more about insurance. I have my license now, but still alot to learn.
Eric is doing great. He is working at The Oasis and hopefully will get more hours soon.
He has moved into a house with a friend and his friends fiance.
Threes company but in reverse. Two guys and a girl and about 10 animals.
They have two birds that talk. A cat that attacks your ankles. Hundreds of fish, and a couple of dogs.
I miss Eric. I have not had a chance to go and visit him at his new house yet due to taking care of business.
But he understands.
I do so want to go and see though.
Rick is doing good also. He is studying to take a test for work. Now he understands what I was going through....only I know his test is easier than the one I had to take.
I have been trying to sing everyday. This helps me alot.
I have checked out a few books from the library and hopefully will have some time to read.
I thinkI am going to start painting again.
Anyway. just wanted to let you all know that I am hanging in there and will be back to my goofy self soon.
Hopefully by the next entry.
Love you all Barb