Tuesday, September 30, 2008

so sad...

I am so very very sad.

First Tiny, then my Dad, then my Mom...

now Jland.

What a horrible year.

I should have eaten more black-eyed peas.

I am in a panic. Four years of putting my heart into a journal.

All gonna disappear.

All of my pictures of events that have happened to me.

Gonna be gone.

All my friends I have made here...will soon forget me.


So sad.

I probably will not be able to save my pictures here or my words over the last few years.  Too much going on in my life right now.

No more reading your journals and catching up and seeing what you and your kids are up to...I will definately miss that.

Too many friends to name...but you KNOW who you are.

I just want to say one thing.....which BTW will disappear from the page but NEVER from my heart.


Thank you for being my friend.



Barb aka Waitressangel

Please stop by if you ever get a chance to singsnap.com

I am waitressangel there. Leave me a comment or two.

I will miss you more than words can say.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008


anybody ever been on a houseboat?


This one is for everyone who...
a) has kids
b) had kids
c) was a kid
d) knows a kid
e) is going to have kids.
I guess that means all of us!!


I was packing for my business trip and my three year old daughter was having a wonderful time playing on the bed. At one point she said,
'Daddy, look at this', and stuck out two of her fingers.

Trying to keep her entertained, I reached out and stuck her tiny fingers in my mouth and sai d,

'Daddy's gonna eat your fingers,'

pretending to eat them.

I went back to packing, looked up again and my daughter was standing on the bed staring at her fingers with a devastated look on her face.

I said,
'What's wrong, honey?'

She replied,

'What happened to my booger?'

Friday, September 12, 2008

Give me a B

I got this from Allison who got it from Sharon and now you are getting it from me :)

List 10 things about yourself that begin with the first letter of your name.

1.  Bonkers

2. Brainless

3. Building

4.  Blonde

5. Busy

6. Brave

7. Boisteroius

8. Blah Blah Blah :)

9. Beginning

10.  Believing

This was hard....B cause B is a hard letter to think up words to.....



Thursday, September 11, 2008

Finish the Sentence

1.  Love is accepting people the way they are without conditions or reservations

2.  I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

3.  I think everyone needs a daily smile and to know someone cares.

4.  Religion is not where you go it's Who you know.

5.  Marriage is not something you step into lightly with the thought that you can get out if it doesn't work out.

6.  I feel that it is important to let loved ones know that you love them frequently.

7.  Rebellion is not to be used unless absolutely necessary to a good cause.

8.  Social Standards are too high and can be devastating to others.

9.  I enjoy laughter, singing and talking to friends.

10.  America is the best country and I am proud to be an American.

11.  School years should be enjoyed and not rushed...you will miss it one day.

12.  I hate when people are unkind to each other.

13.  Love cannot hurt you, unloving can.

14.  Sex is a beautiful gift from God to two people who have taken the vows of marriage.

15.  Enjoyment comes to those who seek it, and who work to get it.

16.  God does not vary.

17.  Fear must not rule one's actions and attitudes.

18. Worry is just a waste of time, what you worry about may never happen and if it does worry does not help .Prayer is quicker and worksbetter.

19.  No one said life was going to be easy, it is just a roller coaster, sometimes we go up and sometimes we go down, but it is all worth the ride.

20.  Women are the glue that hold the men together, and find their socks.

I will have more of these soon....so do your homework girls...and no stealing my answers....that would be........


If you came to my house…

You would see: That we are still under construction....You would see a great yard surrounded by woods. Hopefully you would not see dirty dishes in the sink.....this is for you Rick LOL wash those dishes after you clean out the refrigerator. LOL.

I’d probably feed you: Spagetti, enchiladas or some of Ricks famous Barbeque with the hot sauce he just made last week.

And offer you this to drink: Diet Pepsi, sweet tea, or if you hang out with Rick he might have a beer or two.

I would undoubtedly ask if you have read: my Dad;s books or an author I was currently reading.

I would d want to play this music for you: Some of my songs on Singsnap.com under waitressangel.

I would want to tell you about: our upcoming trip.

I would probably suggest a game of: 31

I would definitely show off: our new truck.

I might get on the computer and show you: my journal

If it was a long enough visit, we might watch: some movies or Sadie do tricks


I would just like to say that my heart and prayers go out to all those who lost loved ones on this date.  Having lost both my parents this year to cancer I can most definitely feel the loss.

Our family members who go before us would want us to live out our lives filled with happiness and prosperity.  It is hard going on without them...but we must.

Whenever I feel sad about the loss I try to remember that they would want the best for me.

Reach out and hug your parents, children and friends and let them know that you love them.

This is one of the greatest gifts we can give to those who have gone before us.

God Bless you all.


The 5 list

I got this from Bill who got it from

 Dawn at carpe diem Carpe Diem - Seize the Day

The 5 List

5 things you collect = dragonflys, angels, snowmen, bells and clowns

5 things about your hair = Long, brindle :), blonde, bangs, just got a haircut...still long :)

5 things about your pets = rocket, angel, terrorist, infatuated with Rick, I love her 

5 things in your junk drawer = which one? LOL ok....papers, scissors, screwdriver, keys, pictures

5 things you love to eat in summer = watermelon, pizza, canteloupe, icecream, and avacados

Your turn

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Wierd Dreams

Have you ever had a reoccurring dream that you could not understand?  Rick and I were talking this morning and we found that we both dream about the same house....It is weird because we dream about this house often. The more I talked to him about it the more freaked out we both became.....The house we both dream about is the exact same one.  We do not live in this house....Maybe it is because we are moving around so much....We had a week in Rockport waking up in a cottage....then we went to Eric's and woke up in his house.  We spend the night at Moms and Dads house alot and we stay home sometimes....We wake up and say.....ok this is where I am today...

But seriously we have both been dreaming of the same house for years.

Before we got our current house we almost got a different one.  It cost 1000.00 more than we could afford.

So we went with the other one.

The house we did not get is the one we have both been having dreams about.....hmmmm weird right?

The more Rick described his dreams the more freaked out I got.

He dreams that the house has two kitchens...on we don't use....An upstairs filled with new stuff that we "forget" is there and when we remember think,,,,hey this is ours too we should use these rooms....

Ok and the other weird thing I dream about is that I have swallowed my hair and I am trying to pull it back out......

I know....weird.....

How about you...talk with your "other" and see if you share the same dream...

Maybe it will be in our future to have that house....who knows?

Monday, September 8, 2008

3 wishes what would they be?

1.  More time with Eric

2.  Someone to hear my songs and sign a record deal.

3.  A week on a houseboat in Del Rio on Lake Amistad


Thursday, September 4, 2008

What would you do?

What would you do if someone gave you 1000.00 dollars to spend anyway you liked? A gift free and clear....just wondering....