Today I had to do something I hope I NEVER have to do again for the rest of my life.
I had to go to the funeral of one of my close friends that commited suicide.
He left a wife and four children.
I was so distraught that I could not breathe.
After the burial ceremony I went off on my own and could not stop crying.
I looked up and saw the most beautiful orange tree surrounded by hundreds of blue butterflys.
Two of the butterflys were flying together nearby. They flew over to where I was standing and flitted about around my head.
It felt like a sign from Christi saying she was taking Sam with her to Heaven and everything would be alright.
Suicide is not the answer. Living is.
There are so many sick people with diseases that hit them in the prime of their lives and they have to leave behind their children and spouses. They would LOVE to have their lives back.
Do not take your life for granted and do not take your own life.
Sam was only 44 years old.
Pray for his family.