I am so sad today....
I just can not get into the Christmas spirit this year. I don't have the money I have had in years past to spend on presents and I am getting depressed about it. I don't care if I get anything or not. I just want to be able to give presents.
I will not be able to see my son this year for Thanksgiving either becasue of work and his work. This will be my first year away from the one person I am most Thankful for...:(
I just wish the holidays would go away and I would have a year to save for them.
My husband has been really grumpy too. He took a week off for his vacation and could not afford to go hunting. What a bear.
Last night he started yelling at me about the house, which is clean but he does this to pick a fight. I tried talking to him and he yelled at me that he did not want to hear about my job and how hard I work because he works hard too and he didn't even get to go hunting because we have not money.
I told him fine I wouldn't talk to him any more......
I am just so sad today and don't know how I am going to be able to give my family gifts this year. I can't even afford to buy food.
This is hard on me becasue I see all these families at work who do not have jobs and are on foodstamps and eat like royalty.
We have been eating the same chili for three days now.
Oh well never mind.....I am too sad today
Not usual for me........Barbara